Wednesday, 29 August 2012

The rain falls on my windows

"The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
When the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone.."

A Utada Hikaru song. "Come back to me"

Yo! Sushi

Today I woke up late in the afternoon and did my usual, then I was craving for some cupcakes. Due to not having any ingredients at home recently I went to my local shopping centre for some. To my horror there was not any.

I was feeling hungry so I stumbled across to my old work place which was Yo! Sushi. It was great seein some familiar faces but it has been two years since I worked there and things were different. New people, new menu and a different way of working.

People change. Work places change. But sometimes what doesn't change is the taste of food and the smiles of people who you once worked with through the tough and demanding times.

Tuesday, 28 August 2012

The rain falls on my windows

"The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
When the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone.."

A Utada Hikaru song. "Come back to me"

Monday, 27 August 2012

Life and loneliness

How can one person determine another person's worthiness if they have not taken a walk in their shoes?

Life is short. The second you born you are welcomed into this world but at the same time, behind all the welcome and joy we often forget that time is ticking and that your life can be taken away. Whether it gets taken away quickly or slowly it will get taken away eventually.

How do people judge another person's life? Happy? Or sad? Rich? Or poor? Surrounded by people or alone? Behind every lonely person is a story, and behind every popular person could be smiles and laughter but also an upsetting story that is disguised by the surrounded "happiness".

Life is precious. There is no doubt in that fact. Our lives belong not only to ourselves but also to our parents who fought to bring us to this world. Their hard work, patience and fear is proven.

But what happens when you are down? This world is getting shadier in my eyes, and it is true. I am lonely. I have a set of good friends and a good family and a precious relationship, I am not struggling to live a normal life yet I feel lonely.

I had tried so hard to fight for something I believe yet people think I am insane or just mouthy for standing up To my beliefs. I feel lonely. I try not to be. I learn new things and take up new ideas and use my time to discover and learn what there is to learn - about life. But I am also struggling to let the "Wing" which is deep down inside me to understand that life isn't actually lonely but it is because I am waiting I be found.