It has been a year since I had written on here, a lot of things has happened and a lot of things has changed. People change, a new set of friends, another semester, another set of expectations and certainly a lot of new and upcoming decisions due to be made.
I am the type to consider the worse scenarios in order to prepare myself before I take a next step. Reason being if I am aware of the worst and I am willing to face the consequences then I shall take the step.
I hate to admit my worse however I had failed my accounting module earlier in January which will mean, I am due to take a retake exam in August. I am really worried.
I fear I am not able to progress onto my study exchange in Hong Kong. I fear I fail then I will still be able to progress onto my final year (providing I pass the next 2 at the end of April and the next two exams in May) but I will be required to return after my final year just to study for one module. Which makes my degree a 5 year degree rather than a 4 years.
If I fail this retake, I shall need to forfit my study exchange in Hong Kong to begin my final year and resit afterwards. It is a big risk. I don't know how to face this. Parents are fine with my decision however I can tell by their eyes they are disappointed and prefer me not to fail my retake. I am worried.
Accounting is nothing new to me, I had taken it for 3 years in A Levels and college then, another year at university first year. This is my 5th year and I am not getting the hang of it. What should I do?
I know I need to be in Hong Kong from September onwards, but I fear I may not be strong enough to do so. 1 failed module, gave a lot of problems and considerations to be made.
I hope I can get though this. I hope I WILL PASS the module. I hope everything goes well from now.
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