20 days ago I have received the results I've been waiting all my life for. The result that will change my future. All dreams and hope will either come easy or making it more difficult.

I received my university results. I graduated right on time as what I had previously expected to. I have completed my own "compulsory" education. Which I am not happy with. I did not receive the results I wanted. But this does not mean I will give up, my road will be a little more difficult however, I've never believed in failure and that word doesn't come to me. 

I still haven't accepted the fact that I no longer need to study as I have gone through something that I am able to say that I am proud of. Three years at university isn't easy. The endless parties, the alcohol, the endless friendships made and end, the endless nights in the library, endless lectures, the endless pressure, the stress, the confusion, the tears and the people that believed in me and the ones I believed in oh and the number of rejections. 

I am ready to start the next chapter where I will face the exact same but in practical terms.